Liaâ¤Every Friday night creeps up on me slowly... By the time I realize what day it is, its around the time you call... I anxiously await the phone to ring or my video chat to chime, I wait to hear your voice and see your face 😠I'm ready to answer your call, I'm ready for you to be here with me but the time never comes. I wait until 2am for you as usual; still no sign of you. I fall asleep sad and deep down I know you aren't going to call or come. Saturday comes and goes so quick, the heartache of that phone call and the disbelief I go through over and over again. By Saturday night, I ask you what song as I hit my playlist heading out... "Havana" by Camila Cabello pops up so much more often than I'd like, but gosh you loved it so much! I laugh to myself shaking my head, I start talking to you "really? Again! Fine..." And then I laugh and cry thinking of you dancing around without a care in the world, saying "come on! I love this song.... Dance with me" and I close my eyes and see you dancing, and I miss you so much! The memories will never fade. Your love, laugh, smile, hugs, and kisses will never be forgotten.... Your joy, free-spirit, and carefree attitude will never ever be lost. You are my reminder to LIVE! Live free, laugh often and love without boundaries... Forever, we love you!Ash